It’s no secret I’m an intuitive,
Although I would not claim to be psychic as it’s not always the funnest thing to experience. But sometimes, some things happen that are so weird and spooky, that I have to sit back, and live in these elements surrounding me, to try figure out what’s going on.
It was the 1st of January that this began, I got David Bowie’s Starman stuck in my head and had to listen to it. So I jumped on you tube, and happily listened to it, Ziggy Stardust, Rebel rebel, et, etc. Over and over, repeatedly, like any other music-loving nerd would.
I’m pretty sure I watched Labyrinth a few times when I was a kid, maybe once or twice when I was older. And yes, I enjoyed it. I mean the girl’s name is Sarah (Which means Princess) with long dark hair (I had long dark hair since I was 12 until I cut if off in my late 20’s), how could I not be fascinated? I didn’t really know who Bowie was, my parents never listened to the radio, us kids had to find it all by ourselves. I found Bowie musically when I was 13, listening to JJJ at 4am with “Space Oddity” as the first real song I heard. And then Nirvana did a cover of Man Who Sold The World. Ever since, I have had much reverence and love for the guy.
Back to the present, the next day, I’m still playing the same songs over over and over, whilst following his life through the deep rabbit hole. I don’t think I went deep enough. Although, I did start following his son on twitter for some random reason. Then my daughters’ father starts walking around the house saying he’s hearing Bowie from all the rooms; me, the kitchen radio and the TV. I piped up and said, “Yeah he’s just put out a new album or something’ (I don’t speak eloquently in Real Life at all; introvert awkwardness till I die.), obviously on the same day as his birthday.
I looked at the Video for Black Star, with You Tube led me to a conspiracy Christian about Blackstar is in reference to Niburu, etc,etc and now I quote from my own post on Vigilant Citizen, “I had a laugh, I haven’t been into witchcraft since I was a teen.” I don’t shock easy. But the symbolism is interesting, even if I don’t do any crafty crafty stuff much anymore.
An yet, I’m still playing his music on repeat, and watching his video’s, wondering to myself, why he slipped through the cracks? What I mean is, why wasn’t he in ‘Club 27’? He’s a old rocker, still rocker. I wish I didn’t have that thought, cos the next day, he passed away, and All my rabbit-holing never led me to know he had cancer for the previous 18 months.
This is where it all gets spooky, and I still could not stop playing his music! Every time I’d go to play one of his songs, Double J on the TV radio station would play the exact song a few seconds later. My heart is an exploding volcano of emotion for this man, and I’m still picking up psychic vibrations from the universe They call it synchronicity (A phrase coined by Jung, “meaningful coincidences” if they occur with no causal relationship, yet seem to be meaningfully related (Wikipedia) ) when it happens. And what actually happened with me, is I picked up on the collective consciousness of the world that David Bowie and his family were talking about. Yet not making anything public.
I’m so very sorry he has passed away, and I send many condolences to his family.